"I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain"
I'm not sure if you're a John Mayer fan or not. It really doesn't matter. After an incredible talk yesterday with a great friend and mentor of mine I'm feeling a bit of clarity (song lyric from above). You see, I'm in a funk. I don't know how long it will last but I know that it won't continue forever.
There are some things going on in my head and my heart that have been causing a tremendous amount of worry, distraction and hurt. This isn't God's plan for my life. What is God's plan for my life may be changing but that's okay. I can't exactly share everything that's going on but hopefully the knowledge that there is someone else out there that is sorting through this mess we call life will bring some comfort to one of you.
The truth is God is changing me. He's changing my perspective, my passions, my heart, my mind, my body and the list goes on. As much as I enjoy the challenge of change and improvement, I've been very resistant to the change God is bringing in me. God will never bring anything into our lives that we cannot survive without His provision. He also won't withhold anything we need.
Just some random thoughts to share today. Hopefully you'll receive the clarity God is offering. The catch is we have to be willing to see it and live it. What are you waiting for?