As long as I can remember I've been a pusher. Even as a kid I was always brainstorming ways to improve my bedroom (I still want the swimming pool room). I'm almost never completely satisfied with how a room looks, a song went or a sermon was preached. Even when I'm the only one making decisions I'm constantly rethinking plans hoping to improve what has been done.
I once heard Andy Stanley say that this critical eye or thinking process is a part of my make up because I'm a leader. I believe that to be true; however, I can't help but wonder if this has become a crutch. Am I truly looking to lead into the unknown or am I just fostering an attitude of perpetual frustration? Do I simply lack the ability to be happy?
I don't have an answer to this yet. I'd really like to hear some of your thoughts. So blog, facebook, twitter, google+ world…is this a visionary characteristic or simply immaturity?